shut up ... I kill you

Today I did not shut my mouth up. Today I decided to take the lead and express my anger, my claim for justice and fairness, my voice for those who are afraid of speaking, for those who feel so powerless and worthless of a system that is killing every single hope for a better day. Today I stood up and spoke in front of the irresponsibility and accomplice of the imposed constriction that I am not like them, I am not of the same kind, I am not a person without principles, I do have my principles which situate the human dignity in the top, the right for a dignity as a worker, the duty of education commitment, the principle of not stepping on nobody´s head to get my goals. I am not like her, I am not in the same group of people, I am a different one and I am here to prove it. I decided to spit at her face the words of indignation, the words of fighting, the words of "far away from making me feel down, I am stronger" because somebody needs to take the lead, someone needs to stand up and say "stop it". Supported by the energy of unconditional fighters, I do not mind being the person. Actually, it is been a long time ago since I realized my choice, since I a pretty happy doing it, although sometimes it is really hard work but it is worth doing it, since I am here for reason: I could make my choice, I can make my choice, not everybody can. FAr from being considered a heroine, I do not expect recognizing, I do not expect prize, I do not expect grateful words, by far ... no. All I can expect is that the change has started and I am part of it. Sometimes, I long for a tangible change, maybe it is time to assume those changes I will not witness, but .. .who really cares if they take place after all? Futture generations deserve it, the fighting, the hope and the future. I belong to a generation that has been deceived so many times, we were told we could reach the sky if we want to, we were told that with effort and perserverance everything could happen. We were told freedom does exist, it is freedom in every single person. We were told the world could be at your feet. They really took us standing and staring at an empty fucking wall truly believing what we were told, while behind us, another world was being built. Now it is the time to go ahead, with the same idea holding the wall, but turning our heads around and telling them: yeah, you cheated on us, you made us dream about it, you pushed us to believe ... now face it: our dreams can turn into reality; next time take care with your dreams because they can become true. Here we are, nothing to lose, nothing to fear, nothing to be afraid of. Today I decided I was turning my head around and speak my words, feel the energy, be myself: coherent. There was always somebody, throughout the silent history not written in so many books, the silent story that composed history of so many people who were ready to stand up, that I cannot deceive them. It is the least thing I can do for them, to express my thankfulness for their lives, their efforts, their existences as mere human beings who defeated destiny because the fate is in our hands.