Inside out

Antoher day in paradise. Consequences are the best learning outcome you can perceive within this wrapping subjective reality. Yet, the best is not the past, it is not the future to come. The best is the right moment you feel alive. There are feelings unknown within ourselves, untouchable like the air among your fingers, passing through so fast, so untangible, but filling you up with sensations. There are moments where I can see me from the outside and hear me like a strange voice in a strange body, uncontrolled train of thoughts the very moment I started to watch the scene, being the audience in my role play. But still listening to somebody speaking, noticing somebody looking at the unknown body, recognizing a familiar voice that became new one as well. It lasted for more than 5 minutes, as if it was a windup body in a performance with no script because the words and logical thinking has been blocked, stopped for a while. The peaceful idea and atmosphere took me back into my body, still working on as if I have never left it alone, by itself in the middle of nowhere. Too many ideas flooded up my brains.